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Thứ Tư, 17 tháng 9, 2014

thế là mình thử tả lại chuyện viếng mộ trong lớp, vừa giấu giếm, vừa thêm thắt, như sau.

The cemetery was enclosed in four red brick walls, buried in a quiet, small town by the hills. People had all gone to the cities, chasing dreams. The old folks were deserted in their own gardens, whether smirking or sulking, alone. I tried to imagine he used to be one of them, but couldn’t.

I reached the stained entrance of the cemetery. The only route led to an old rusty temple that was at times also a refuge for homeless people. I turned right and walked to the end of the brick walls. It was a rainy season, and wild grass grew everywhere.

He lay in a sea of graves; his was painted turquoise. Wild grass sprouted up from underneath, veiled his name, shielded his face. He stood far away in a small oval black and white photograph. I couldn’t see his face.

The sky was domed like a concave mirror, grey to the furthest horizon. It rained again, melting the dirt into a sticky mud lake, quenching the little fires on the heads of my burning incense. Smoke pierced my eyes. A homeless-weeder kept offering to weed the wild grass as soon as I left. Perhaps having him around would make this place less empty. I gave him a few coins.

It would take more months before the rains died, or memories vaporized. For a moment, I hesitated to think more. He would be here, lying in a sea of graves. But how soon, I wondered, would he die again, drowned in the depth of my amnesia?

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