The cemetery was enclosed in four red brick walls, buried in a quiet,
small town by the hills. People had all gone to the cities, chasing dreams. The
old folks were deserted in their own gardens, whether smirking or sulking,
alone. I tried to imagine he used to be one of them, but couldn’t.
I reached the stained entrance of the cemetery. The only route led
to an old rusty temple that was at times also a refuge for homeless people. I turned
right and walked to the end of the brick walls. It was a rainy season, and wild
grass grew everywhere.
He lay in a sea of graves; his was painted turquoise. Wild grass sprouted
up from underneath, veiled his name, shielded his face. He stood far away in a small
oval black and white photograph. I couldn’t see his face.
The sky was domed like a concave mirror, grey to the furthest
horizon. It rained again, melting the dirt into a sticky mud lake, quenching
the little fires on the heads of my burning incense. Smoke pierced my eyes. A
homeless-weeder kept offering to weed the wild grass as soon as I left. Perhaps
having him around would make this place less empty. I gave him a few coins.
It would take more months before the rains died, or memories vaporized. For a moment, I hesitated to think more. He would be here, lying in a sea of graves. But how soon, I wondered, would he die again, drowned in the depth of my amnesia?
It would take more months before the rains died, or memories vaporized. For a moment, I hesitated to think more. He would be here, lying in a sea of graves. But how soon, I wondered, would he die again, drowned in the depth of my amnesia?
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