conversation on innocence.

-hey what chocolate do you like? milk white dark bitter, or all chocolate?

-I guess chocolate w/ hazelnut & a little milk in it

-so youre a innocent kid, nostalgic and tend to think about the past 

(the quiz says so)

-er... what do you think? the fact that I'm an innocent kid...?

-uhm somehow. in a dif way from what ppl usually think about innocence

as in you still believe in true love. do you?

no, thats the conventional innocence

sr...

your way of innocence, its exact detail is outside the grasp of my language

-yeah I know

not I know, I mean, I understand what you mean

-uhm

innocent, huh

maybe i perceive anyone with a bit of goodness left in them is innocent

-I'm the last person who you should think

have any goodness left...

cuz I imagine how I go to church one day and confess sins, or sth like that

it'd take 10 priests to take turns and write down 5 full chapters 

-...

-yeah and when I look back
I may seem just like an ordinary boy

no difference from anyone else

haizz 

-why haizz ?

you think ordinariness is some sort of consolation dont you?

-nah..

I'm trying to stay away from ordinariness as much as possible, aren't I?

-why?

a fetish w being special ?

-huh....

I wouldn't think so

I guess if i'm living ordinarily, it's like it seems like I don't ever try

-try to live .. ?

-like I just follow a default way

-you really think so ?

-you understand?

-yes, somehow its simpler and better than what i have in mind for you

-did I touch upon sth unpleasant?

-no no no

i think you just present a very pleasant image about yourself.